Maybe stop for a minute and just look at where you are right now. Your heart knows what step to take next. It may not know what step to take after that, but it does know exactly what to do next, and that can be enough.
Just take it day by day. Take the step today that your gut is telling you to take. Tomorrow, take another step. All we can do is what we can do today, right?
Give yourself a break from all that planning and uneasiness over knowing exactly what’s to come.
You are so very loved.